Life According To Lily

9:14 PM 7/27/2012

These are the lyrics to the song that was played at mine and Jim's wedding. I've been thinking about him a lot lately. It could be because his birthday is coming up. If he were still with us, he'd be turning 30. It's so hard to think that he has bene gone for almost 8 years. I still mis him horribly. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of him. Today is the anniversary of when he and i got together, we would have been together a total of 12 years if he were here. Wow, that just makes me think about life. So many things have happened over the years since Jim's death, it's hard to imagine it. Anyway, the song lyrics...

10:50 PM 7/27/2012

This is a song by John Denbver called For Baby (For Bobbie). The hospital chapplin picked it and she sang it for us while playing her guitar. It was beautiful, she had a very pretty voice. It wasn't the song we had chosen but it worked nicely.,

I’ll walk in the rain by your side
I’ll cling to the warmth of your (TINY) hand
I’ll do anything to keep you satisfied
I’ll love you more than anybody can

And the wind will whisper your name to me
Little birds will sing along in time
Leaves will bow down when you walk by
And morning bells will chime

I’ll be there when you’re feelin’ down
To kiss away the tears if you cry
I’ll share with you all the happiness I’ve found
A reflection of the love in your eyes

And I’ll sing you the songs of the rainbow
A whisper of the joy that is mine
And leaves will bow down when you walk by
And morning bells will chime

I’ll walk in the rain by your side
I’ll cling to the warmth of your tiny hand
I’ll do anything to help you understand
And I’ll love you more than anybody can

And the wind will whisper your name to me
Little birds will sing along in time
Leaves will bow down when you walk by
And morning bells will chime

I love that song, it's just a bit harder to listen to now...

Last night I saw him in my dreams. It had been forever since i last saw him in a dream. In the dream he was sick and in the hospital. I wish I could remenber everything about the dream but I can't. What i do remember is his voice, the sound was still the same, he also looked the same. I have pictures of him, I can't see them anymore but I have them still. Those are times/years I will never forget. He was definitely one of a kind.

Well eating dinner so I'll end this for now.

<3Hugs and stuff<3

Lily