Out Of The Dark

This song is one that I found one day watching Grey's Anatomy. It kind of says how I feel at this exact moment.
I'm wanting to escape this thing we call reality. Like the song says, "I wanna escape it, or try to embrace it." Right now? I don't wish to embrace it. My feelings are such a mess right now that I don't know how to put them into words.
There is so much I need to write but for now, I'll let the song do it for me. I'll write soon when I'm able, meaning when I am more calmed down.

Out Of The Dark
By: Matt Hires

I'm burnt out and wasted.
I'm tired of pacing.
I'm busy erasing voices of the dead.
Everything changes,
And everyone's faceless.
I wanna replace this darkness in my head.

In a strange, strange place,
Lying on the edge of a star.
In these violent days,
I only wanna be where you are.
Even fools, they say,
Could find a way out of the dark,
Of the dark, help me out of the dark.

Have I been a sinner?
A lover? A killer?
Cause the world I've discovered,
It's nothing like my heart.
I wanna escape it,
Or try to embrace it.
I keep rearranging,
Everything I know.

In a strange, strange place,
Lying on the edge of a star.
In these violent days,
I only wanna be where you are.
Even fools, they say,
Could find a way out of the dark,
Of the dark, help me out of the dark.

In a strange, strange place,
Lying on the edge of a star.
In these violent days,
I only wanna be where you are.
Even fools, they say,
Could find a way out of the dark,
Of the dark, help me out of the dark,
Oh, of the dark,
Help me outta the dark.

I'll be bakc soon. <3<3<3hugs and love to you all from a sarcastic vampiress<3<3<3

Vamp Cissy/Bella