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Hi all readers who read this thing.

First I need to say, well would like to say a vary happy birthday to silly_singer and to cindy_clara Hopefully you both have excellent days and that you both get everything you wish for on this day of your births. I know so formal...Lol! Sometimes only me...only me...

Now on to more serious matters...

Last Friday night I attended Cori's memorial service. It was extremely sad and by the time it was over my eyes were burning from all the crying and rubbing I did. I couldn't just dab at my eyes like normal people, i had to rub them till they hurt. There's nothing normal about myself I don't believe, or so I've been told. In all seriousness, I learned that Cori became a grandmother a few days before she died. I am saddened that her grandaughter won't get the chance to know her grandmother. I also learned that on her Refridgorater was found a note that read, "DO NOT RESUSCITATE!" By the time they found her, there would have been no chance to do so. During the service I was asked to sing and to also call one of the directions. That was hard. I don't like singing for funerals or memorial services when I know the person. Then again, I cry at funerals of people i don't know too so what's the difference? During the service we were given the choice to stand up and say some of our memories of Cori. I couldn't do it. I had a really hard time with it. Cori was like my older sister. One of my memories of Cori I wish to share now, I know she's probably over my shoulder reading this so she will know I'm telling it. LOL! One night she had come to pick me up to go to choir/chant practice as shanelush calls it. We were supposed to be there by 5:45 and by the time she arived at my house it was already almost 6:00. We drove to practice and got there a bit after 6:00. Well, she had already been reprimanded by our choir director for being late a few times. Cori was usually late, in fact you could count on it. LOL! Cori says to me, "You know, I don't really feel like getting yelled at by Michelle again, I don't wanna go in there." I told her I didn't really want to get yelled at either. She was like, "So, should we skip?" Well, I battled with myself for a bit because I didn't want to miss but I also didn't want to get yelled at so I finally came to my decision. I looked at Cori and said, "Sure, let's skip." That night, we ended up at Perkins for dinner. I must say it was a lot more fun than getting reprimanded by Michelle. LOL!
I know it sounds crazy but at times I can still hear her voice in my head laughing or singing to the song Voices Carry by Till Tuesday. I shall never be able to listen to that song without thinking of her. That was the first 80's song I ever heard her singing to. Cori had a great love for music and she could always be caught singing or dancing where ever she was. I will miss her terribly.

Well, I'm at work so I think I'll end this now. I'll write again when I am able or when I have something to say.

<3<3<3lots of love to all<3<3<3

The sad vampiress
Cissy