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Feb. 2nd, 2011 01:09 pmDear readers,
Here, have a quiz. It's been ages since I last posted any kind of quiz. I used to be a total quiz fanatic but now not so much. I still find them fun once in a while. Anyway, have this one.
So what this quiz tells me is something about myself I already knew, I'm an empath. There are times I wish I weren't because at times when I go out the moods and emotions of all the people surrounding me can get overwhelming. Those are definite times i come home and go, "Ok, I need quiet and a bit of down time. I need to get my own emotions back in order." Usually after a bit of down time I'm generally ok again.
Life has been a big mess of emotions for the past few weeks. From finding out about my friend cori's suicide, another friend of mine being diagnosed with lung cancer, my grandmother getting weaker and weaker by the day and learning that I became an aunt again to a beautiful baby boy named Logan Reece and finding out that he may die because he was born prematurely and his lungs were underdeveloped, I think i am losing it. I find myself asking when will it end? I don't think I can take much more of being given anymore bad news. I keep getting asked if i'm ok, the answer is, physically yes i'm fine however mentally is another story. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Sorry, tention braker. i'm sorry you guys don't need to read all this negative stuff but right now it's all i can feel. I mean I go through my days smiling and laughing acting as if nothing's wrong but it's getting harder and harder to keep that up even. i go to bed at night and force myself not to cry myself to sleep because of everything going on. I hate traitor tears.
On a much happier note, I love work. I'm finally on their payroll officially and it feels nice. Yesterday, I ended up working from home due to transportation issues because of the weather. I called my boss and he was very understanding. He offered to come and get me but he had trouble leaving the office. He asked if he could forward the phones to my house and i work from home and I was all for that idea. I got to stay home and I got to still work at the same time. I told Jason that was fun and he said that he wouldn't mind if I did that sometimes.
Tomorrow I get to do an interview for the annual report for MRCI. Apparently I will make the front page. Tom is very happy with my success in graduating from the Fast track program and getting my job out of doing the internship. So I get to do my interview, have my picture taken and I get to be in a video. The video will be shown to people and showing that there is success out of the programs that MRCI runs. The annual report itself goes out to thousands of people I guess so i'm nervous about the interview and i hate having my picture taken. LOL! It should go ok though.
Well, I suppose that's it from here for now. I could go on and on about things but I don't feel like writing anymore at the moment.
<3<3<3hugs and love to my readers<3<3<3
The sarcastic vampiress,
Cissy/Bella
Here, have a quiz. It's been ages since I last posted any kind of quiz. I used to be a total quiz fanatic but now not so much. I still find them fun once in a while. Anyway, have this one.
You Are Extremely Empathetic |
 Whenever someone you love feels a certain way, you can't help but feel that way too. The emotions of others deeply affect you, and it's easy for you to be moved to laughter or tears. You are very in tune with your surroundings. You immediately pick up on the vibe of a room. You don't like to see anyone feeling discomfort or pain. You want to make everyone around you as happy as possible. |
So what this quiz tells me is something about myself I already knew, I'm an empath. There are times I wish I weren't because at times when I go out the moods and emotions of all the people surrounding me can get overwhelming. Those are definite times i come home and go, "Ok, I need quiet and a bit of down time. I need to get my own emotions back in order." Usually after a bit of down time I'm generally ok again.
Life has been a big mess of emotions for the past few weeks. From finding out about my friend cori's suicide, another friend of mine being diagnosed with lung cancer, my grandmother getting weaker and weaker by the day and learning that I became an aunt again to a beautiful baby boy named Logan Reece and finding out that he may die because he was born prematurely and his lungs were underdeveloped, I think i am losing it. I find myself asking when will it end? I don't think I can take much more of being given anymore bad news. I keep getting asked if i'm ok, the answer is, physically yes i'm fine however mentally is another story. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Sorry, tention braker. i'm sorry you guys don't need to read all this negative stuff but right now it's all i can feel. I mean I go through my days smiling and laughing acting as if nothing's wrong but it's getting harder and harder to keep that up even. i go to bed at night and force myself not to cry myself to sleep because of everything going on. I hate traitor tears.
On a much happier note, I love work. I'm finally on their payroll officially and it feels nice. Yesterday, I ended up working from home due to transportation issues because of the weather. I called my boss and he was very understanding. He offered to come and get me but he had trouble leaving the office. He asked if he could forward the phones to my house and i work from home and I was all for that idea. I got to stay home and I got to still work at the same time. I told Jason that was fun and he said that he wouldn't mind if I did that sometimes.
Tomorrow I get to do an interview for the annual report for MRCI. Apparently I will make the front page. Tom is very happy with my success in graduating from the Fast track program and getting my job out of doing the internship. So I get to do my interview, have my picture taken and I get to be in a video. The video will be shown to people and showing that there is success out of the programs that MRCI runs. The annual report itself goes out to thousands of people I guess so i'm nervous about the interview and i hate having my picture taken. LOL! It should go ok though.
Well, I suppose that's it from here for now. I could go on and on about things but I don't feel like writing anymore at the moment.
<3<3<3hugs and love to my readers<3<3<3
The sarcastic vampiress,
Cissy/Bella
